Why try to fix what you keep breaking

I'm getting so tired of this shit. What is this? So you talk all this shit about how you want everyone to be cool again and then the moment I go home, you turn around and make plans and not even include me. What the fuck is that? Do I have any mall money right now? No, but did you even bother including me?No. You didn't even ask. That's some bullshit and then you want to turn around and act like it was all good when you talk about it. DON'T LEAVE ME OUT OF SHIT AND THEN TRY AND PLAY LIKE IT WAS MY FAULT. I'm so fucking tired of this. Like forreal. We can't be cool if its going to be. Why would you do me like that? Why would you just intentionally leave me out of shit? I've tried being friends with you and its like fuck it. You honestly don't care. I don't care what you say. I don't care what B says. So we'll just keep going on with this fake shit. I see why J left. Its real clear.